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31 July 2012 @ 02:59 am
Well, it appears you've stumbled upon my little blog. So, welcome, dear stranger! Basically, I'll be blogging about the things going on in my life, and perhaps a few random bits here and there. But, feel free to browse! Even if, to me, my life isn't that exciting. But, nonetheless, have fun reading my entries, and I will see you all in my journal.

Current Mood: gratefulgrateful
First off, I have Anime Expo next week. Then, the week after, I'm visiting my sister once again. So this means I'm going down to LA quite a bit this month. It's kinda nerve-wracking, but it'll be fun anyhow.

My sis is coming up here to visit beforehand, and we're going to LA together after that. Joy.

But we'll enjoy ourselves. Then after that it's back to the real world.
Current Location: Room
Current Mood: restlessrestless
Current Music: Super hooked on Sia's music <3
22 June 2016 @ 07:01 pm
I keep neglecting this journal, don't I?? I maybe post an entry once every 5 months and then toss it aside til I remember it, again...

I'll try not to do that this time around. I really need to get into the habit of posting again. I miss writing in here. And with things happening in my life left and right, where else am I gonna write about it?

Enough about that, though. I guess I should actually update on what's up in my world. Though, do people actually read my journal? I don't find it to be that interesting, but if anyone out there does, then thank you. It means a lot to me.

With that said, my life lately has been mellow for the most part. Despite all the things I've been doing lately, I've been feeling pretty content. Maybe it's because I took time to grow as a person and to really get in touch with my inner self. It's made me feel more relaxed and more at peace with myself and with my surroundings. I'm thankful to have had the time to connect with myself. Especially after what happened at the end of last year.

But I know now, that I won't fall that hard for someone again without knowing if they feel the same way. It just ruins my life and my mindset. I hate learning things the hard way, but I feel that it's the best way to learn things, cause you learn a lot from experience. I know I've learned many things from many experiences. And to this day, I'm still learning. I will always be learning.

That aside, I've also been planning out my near future as well as my career path. I'm at that age where I want/need to become independent and live on my own. But the problem with that is, I can't completely live on my own. I mean, it's mainly because of cost reasons. I'd love to live with my best friend, but he doesn't want to move out of his house just yet, or for a while, and he's not sure where he wants to go. So I'm not entirely sure, now... there is another option, but in order for that to happen, I have to see where things lead. There's mutual interest between me and another person, but we aren't exactly together, just yet. We'll decide that after we spend some time together next week. But the way things are going, I feel positive about this. Though as far as moving in together, well, it'll take a while before we get to that chapter.

Well, I'll stop here for now. But I'll definitely be writing in here more often. This I can promise. At least I'm gonna try.
Current Location: Room
Current Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
04 October 2015 @ 02:48 am
Tonight.... was one of the best, if not the best night of my life. I saw my kings perform tonight, and I could not have been happier. They've helped me get through tough times, and they always put a smile on my face. I will never stop loving them. Big Bang is one of the most amazing bands out there and they give their fans so much love. I will never forget tonight. Thank you, Big Bang, for everything that you've done.
Current Location: Sissy's apartment
Current Mood: nostalgicnostalgic
Current Music: Big Bang songs will be in my head for the next few weeks <3
28 September 2015 @ 10:14 pm
Well, this Saturday is the concert. Yes, the Big Bang concert. After years of wanting to see them, I finally get the chance to. I'm definitely excited. I'm sure it'll be an amazing experience. I love them so very much. They're a band that's very dear to me.

A lot of things have been happening as of late, as well. After next week, I'll be taking things more easy, as well as hoping to work. Which would be nice.

Hope everyone out there that reads my journal is doing well!
Current Location: My room
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Music: Pink Army - Tommy February6
21 June 2015 @ 11:16 pm
So, lately things have been getting better in my life. Everything is happening at a steady pace, and nothing bad is being thrown at me as of late, and it feels pretty good, for once.

I can finally sit back and relax and enjoy the ride for the time being. I can also focus on my goals and what I want to accomplish in the next few months. I also have some things to look forward to.

Like Big Bang's concert in October.

That's right. After years of wanting to see them, I finally got that chance. I was able to get tickets to their concert in LA in October. I'll be going with my sister if no one else goes with me. She's not really into them(or K-pop in general), but she said she would go if I'm unable to bring a friend. I'm thankful for that. Who knows, maybe she'll gain a bit of interest. Though I know K-pop isn't her thing, but that's ok.

But I'm just really content right now. Everything is how it should be right now, and I couldn't ask for more. That problem with friends from before, that's dealt with for now. So I'm giving myself the time I need to accomplish what I want to this year. And that might include visiting someone that I, more or less, have taken a liking to ever since I hung out with him at Fanime. And the great thing about that is, he's starting to feel the same way, and he promised that if nothing happens by the time we see each other again, we could go out on a date. So I'm trying to figure out when and how I can visit him before the year ends. But, if it's meant to be, it'll happen. And of course we talk a lot as it is, so I know the bond will only get stronger from here on out.

Well, that's about everything for now. I'm just so glad I finally don't have to worry about anything right now, and that I can just do what I need to without anyone getting in the way. It feels rather nice to finally get time to myself.
Current Location: My room
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Big Bang's new stuff is awesome <3
07 May 2015 @ 12:02 am
I just now realized I haven't posted in here in almost a year. Thing is, I wasn't as motivated as I used to be, and things just keep happening one after the other. I mean as of now things could be better but they could also be worse. I just try to stay positive but it's not always easy. Life just throws things at us unexpectedly and we have to deal with them. We may not want to, but we have to, and if we avoid them, it'll only get worse later on. I keep trying to tell myself that, but it's easier said than done.

I run from my problems way too much, and I need to learn to face them better. Even if the situation doesn't really involve me, and yet I'm trying to remain neutral about the whole thing, but it's getting harder to do so when I know who's in the right and who's in the wrong. But for some reason it's hard for me to tell those in the wrong that they are, in fact, in the wrong. I guess it's because I've been friends with one of them for so long that it'd be hard to let that person go. But they've changed so much that I don't even recognize them as much, anymore. And it's sad.

I always ask myself why I do this. Why am I usually so forgiving. Then I realize it's because I've always been afraid of losing friends because I felt I never really had any true friends when I was younger. Though now I know I have a few around me, so I shouldn't be afraid if I have to lose one, right? I don't know, it seems harder than it sounds, I guess. Such is life, though.
Current Location: My room
Current Mood: stressedstressed
20 July 2014 @ 07:58 am
I mean that literally. This past month has felt like nothing but a drag, what with all that's been happening recently. Plus, there's a lot more to come.

I've been trying to deal with life in the most positive ways I can, lately, because life has been having its major ups and downs for me, and I'm trying to just get by it all with a smile on my face, but it's hard sometimes.

I won't be going into full detail on what's been going on right now, but I will explain everything eventually. I'm just too tired to type it all out right now. I just wanted to write in here again since it's been almost a month since I've done so.

I'll be fine. I just have to get through everything.
Current Location: My room
Current Mood: distresseddistressed
02 June 2014 @ 09:03 pm
Oh my god, oh my god, oh my gooooooooooodddd........

If you're wondering why I'm spazzing out, it's because someone's album finally came out this morning, and it's AMAZING. Totally worth the wait!! I'm having way too many feels over it. Taeyang, you have done it again. You have completely captured my heart.

Now then, I suppose I should say how Fanime went. Well, I have to say, it was the best Fanime I've had in a while. It's mostly because of the gatherings I went to, my photoshoots, and the people I stayed with. If it wasn't for those, it wouldn't have been as great as it was. We finally got our much anticipated Kyoryuger group shoot, since we have all 11(yes, including Dr. Ulshade) in our group. The photoshoot turned out great, and I think we're the first Kyoryuger cosplay group to have all 11, including Ulshade! I haven't seen another group with everyone, yet, so I'd be pleased to hear that we were the first. I love my group so very much, and really hope our adventures as the Kyoryugers doesn't end here. Wonder if we could plan a get together just for our group...... it'd be really awesome if we could!

Welp, as for the rest of Fanime, it went well. I didn't really do many of the con events this year, which is fine, since I finally had time to go to gatherings and spend it with my cosplay friends that I don't see too often. I also had time to relax and enjoy the con for once, instead of running around so much, well, cept for Saturday, but it was totally worth it. Sunday was mostly a relaxing day for me, as well as spend time with the boyfriend day, which was nice. Also went to the Black and White ball that day with my really good friend from my town that I went down to Fanime with. The ball is a Fanime event that happens at the con each year. Seems this year's was better than last, because the music was actually fitting, and they didn't seem too strict about heels this time, from what I saw.

Anyways, that's how my Fanime went. Now to plan for Power Morphicon as well as gatherings this summer. Also gonna go job hunting with my friend, hopefully things turn out well with that.

Well, that's all for now!
Current Location: My room <3
Current Mood: impressedimpressed
Current Music: "Love You To Death" - Taeyang
I told myself that I wouldn't neglect my LJ this time around like I did my other ones...... so I'm trying to stick to it as much as possible. Thing is, I've been focusing on school and what I want to do for a career, which I finally realized what I could do, which would be costume designing and making for theatre productions. I've really taken a liking to sewing, and I've found my way around finally working modern sewing machines. I say modern ones because my grandmother gave me her old sewing machine and it's different than modern ones, and I'm still trying to learn how to fully use it. I'm excited about using it more often, though!

In other news, Fanime is coming up once again later this week. I've mostly got everything ready for it, just gotta touch up a couple cosplays and I'll be ready. Should be a fun week!

Anywho, that's all for now. More in my next entry!
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: anxiousanxious
Current Music: Taeyang's album FINALLY comes out in two weeks!! AAAAHHH